Changing The Clocks, Family & Anxiety

This morning at 2 a.m. the clocks rolled back and it became 1 a.m. all over again. It really messed with my sleep because I woke up earlier than I would have preferred several times. Around 8 a.m. I gave up on the hopes of sleeping in.

Today is going to be a big day for me because I am meeting my cousin, Ashley, for the first time since she was a baby – over 20 years ago. Her mom is my aunt who passed away in June of 2017 – I believe. Plus, Ashley had asked me to ask my mom to come as well so that her father could give my mom my aunt’s ashes. Now, my mom is bringing my brother Jeremy as well. I haven’t seen my mom or Jeremy since September of 2017. It is definitely going to be…